by Volcommerce » Tue May 08, 2012 7:38 am
Oh my god...
I just realized the stage of development I am at... I am an arahat, although I'm not fond of titles, I am overwhelmed in the consistency of teaching with the path my life has followed, buddhism has diagnosed me. Throughout my life I have read bits and piece of buddhism, which I've always found affirming,
I feel odd that my first post was to claim enlightenment without previously studying what it is. However, confident of myself, but I can say with confidence I am a ''Buddha'''
What led me here was an overwhelming noticeable joyous everpresent bliss I especially achieved recently stemming from I would say three years of consistent actions. Not that thats any question for me, I pride myself on my integrity, and consistency is conduct despite extreme availabilty to be greedy. Simple I've never valued material goods above my spirituality , I've always pursued a higher path, I believe I have more to do in this life or as they refer to I will pluder like a bird without wings. Namely my general fear of samsara and desire to pursue through life's tasks without annoyance.
I've been led to buddhism to confirm the path I have been following, and where I am at, and exactly why and what I am feeling. Buddhism exist to explain such concepts to individuals who actually live the path out in reality.. I fear the consequences of those who seek the nirvana I have attained if they do not have right intention. In fact, I never intended to achieve nirvana, it was blessed upon for what I feel is absolute purity of conduct, I am overjoyed and just.. I can't even express the gratitude I feel, I had been expressing to people around me a great burden had been lifted from my soul, I was unaware until I was led to buddhism.
Please ask me any questions, my heart is open and I am willing to discuss anything with any of you...My mind is absolutely blown away and I am extremely proud of myself, I seek not to enforce my attainment on you, I have been led here... please work with me