I'm Dex, but you can call me Tex, just as long as you caaaall me...
There I go again showing my age! I'm convinced that the dhamma spoken by the Buddha is the truth of existence and I want to practice Dhamma in my life. I struggle with many things: Difficult relationships, Substance 'abuse' (But I like doing it, ergo the problem 
), Mood swings and a sense of great frustration and emptiness at times that a conventional psychologist might call 'depression', but at heart I'm a fun-loving guy who likes to make others laugh and has recently discovered the joys of 'Muditta' - Gosh how hard that was for me, but I made it!!! 
I made a bizarre and controversial debut here the other day whilst high as a kite and have subsequently been banned from this site, so today will be my last posting day 
I don't want to be banned though and have appealed it!!! If you'd like to help me, just sign the petition below...Just kidding!!! But I do refret getting banned before even getting started, because I just have so much to give... No, I have so much to learn from you guys 
So i hope my ban will be lifted and I'll be back, substance-free. but whatever happens, you are all truly groovy and i feel i have learnt much from you already - no doubt we have crossed paths in our Samsaric wanderings in the past, maybe I was your slave or master, maybe we slew eachother in battle or ate eachother as beasts in the woods, and I hereby forgive all wrongs done to me in the past by all sentient beings and wish the same from y'all. So, time to get back on that roller-coaster, share some laughs, cry a bit, rant a bit, console and support eachother and just get this thing done and get out of these six realms. This is my wish for y'all: May you be happy and well. Sayonara!!! 
