I'm serious about Buddhism and my wish to be ordained
I'm not into Buddhism and temples as some fad.
I'm deeply serious about it, I know the consequences that if once one is ordained "he/she" will struggle to return back to their previous lifestyle.
Some of you may or may not have gotten the wrong outlook on me and I'm sorry.
I know I come off as pathetic in some ways and it ruins my reputation on this site but I am sincere about studying Buddhism and I've been interested in the monastery lifestyle for quite a while.
Please, don't be offended or frustrated at my posts/threads, I'm sorry if I come off as less intelligent.
I just wanted to learn and make new friends, honest.
I hope this post doesn't cause any trouble. I really love this site, I don't want trouble.
I'm very Ben, David & Retro. I just wanted to clear things up, I didn't want anyone to think of me as a person who admires Buddhism like a fashion accessory.
I apologize again for posting too much. I respect your site and it is for everyone and I just wanted to make things clear.
P.S. I'm dyslexic, hence the missing words and awful typing.
Metta to all