the Buddha said to achieve birth as a human is an extremely rare occurance.
to take your life is an absolute disregard for this chance at liberation from the process of Samsara,
surely meaning further rebirths in realms beneath that of human.
make the most of this oppurtunity and learn from your sufferings
hope you feel better soon
Aflame with the fire of passion, the fire of aversion, the fire of delusion.
Aflame, with birth, aging & death, with sorrows, lamentations, pains, distresses, & despairs ......
Seeing thus, the disciple of the Noble One grows disenchanted. SN 35.28