Maybe it is the best for you to just practice for the attainment of jhanas and to delight in jhanic bliss rather than thinking too much about nirvana right now. Once you are at a point of experince where you have gained some insights you are still able to revaluate your views if necessary.
Higher than lordship over all earth,
Higher than sojourning in heavens supreme,
Higher than empire over all the worlds,
Is Fruit of Entrance to the Dhamma Stream. —Dhammapada