this is from a talk by ajahn jumnien that i downloaded from dharmaseed.org, this part is really touching for me:
http://www.dharmaseed.org/teacher/7/talk/3297/20080325-Ajahn_Jumnien-ANGC-morning_teachings_track_1_of_2.mp3 47' 26''
Mara's daughter : don't seek delight in nibbana...
buddha: for many times i have already withdrawn, given up, so i was kind of seeking and then giving up, and now i stop this...
