Greetings Jasmine,
In Buddhism, consciousness has a slightly different meaning perhaps to what it tends to mean in every day language.
Extract from
SN 22.57: Sattatthana Suttahttp://www.mahindarama.com/e-tipitaka/s ... n22-57.htmSN 22.57 wrote:And what is consciousness? These six bodies of consciousness: eye-consciousness, ear-consciousness, nose-consciousness, tongue-consciousness, body-consciousness, intellect-consciousness. This is called consciousness.
So there is eye-consciouness, ear-consciousness, nose-consciousness, tongue-consciousness, body-consciousness and mind-consciousness... rather than some kind of broad-brush "consciousness" which is not connected to a particular object or sense-base.
As for what is to be observed, it is the impermanent nature of each of these. Are you always conscious of what you are tasting? Are you always conscious of what you are hearing? Are you always conscious of what you are thinking?..... What about when you're sleeping?
As for "not-self", how these things are to be perceived...?
‘Friend, Sariputta, eye, eye-consciousness, and things cognizable by eye consciousness, are not me, I’m not in them, they are not self. Friend, Sariputta, ear, ear-consciousness, and things cognizable by ear -consciousness, are not me, I’m not in them, they are not self. Friend, Sariputta, nose, nose-consciousness, and things cognizable by nose-consciousness, are not me, I’m not in them, they are not self. Friend, Sariputta, tongue, tongue-consciousness, and things cognizable by tongue-consciousness, are not me, I’m not in them, they are not self. Friend, Sariputta, body, body-consciousness, and things cognizable by body-consciousness, are not me, I’m not in them, they are not self Friend, Sariputta, mind, mind-consciousness, and things cognizable by mind-consciousness, are not me, I’m not in them, they are not self.’
If you've not yet done so, it might be worth trying to set aside a block of time to attend a residential meditation retreat in which you can learn vipassana meditation. In the meantime, however, this sutta should give you a good 'manual' for how to cultivate mindfulness.
MN 10: Satipatthana Suttahttp://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka ... .than.htmlMetta,
Retro.
