So, I am interested in ordaining as I have posted before but I have debts that I have accumulated. The question that has came into my mind lately is:
Should I forego my debt and go ordain or stay and pay off my debt(before ordaining)?
I ask because in one way I will create some bad kamma by not paying back my debt. But what about the "inadvertent" kamma I will create by staying till my debt is paid off?
Feels like 2 sides of the same coin if you know what I mean.
"Remember you dont meditate to get anything, but to get rid of things. We do it, not with desire, but with letting go. If you want anything, you wont find it." - Ajahn Chah