I know you are a well intentioned person
and it is good. Being a good person is a beautiful thing but doing good is not enough to free you from suffering..
Please follow Alobha's advise and familiarize with the Dhamma through books and readings. Your already a positive person now and are creating good kamma.When your mind is wholesome it creates the right conditions to understand the dhamma.you will probably find it easier to understand the dhamma ...so read more and study more as well as meditate,please don't take it as an insult when we ask you to read more..we all have to strive to understand better.But some of your views as Alobha indicated are Wrong Views and this is not said out of ignorance but genuine concern.With all the wholesome qualities that you have built you will have a better chance of understanding the true nature of reality and realizing the dhamma.And you won't have to suffer anymore.
Please take my advice my friend..