ok so in the anipanisatta sutta the buddha says that the meditator is mindful that he breathes in/out short, long, etc. i've been meditating for years and years and have always wondered if he meant to think in words "i'm breathing in long, i'm breathing out short, etc." or just to be focused and present, paying close attention to the breath so you know you breath in short as opposed to being totally oblivious to your breathing in which case you don't know what's going on with your breath, but not literally thinking "i breath in short". see what i'm saying?
how do you guys do it? i've always payed attention and brought it back when my mind wanders. the attention is wordless and the thoughts that wander are words, sounds, and images. what goes on in my head is similar to what happens when you are working on something and the tv distracts you. you look at it and then remember your work and look back at the task at hand. obviously this question leaks into the practice of daily mindfulness in everything else in your life.
any thoughts and/or explanations of what goes on in your head are welcome.
