by Ville N » Tue Dec 07, 2010 7:39 pm
Thanks for the replies, folks. The response was what I was kind of expecting :D
The reason I asked is that during the past year, I finally got rid of my neurotic thinking...Earlier, I used to think all the time, which was really draining...Well, when I made my daily Ashtanga practice full-length, a lot of mental stuff came up, eventually purging my mind from this habit. Feels so calming after all these years, to just be and not think...
However, like pointed out, it's a very low energy method, and the vagueness of the "object" doesn't really help...Also, I'm a bit passive person already, so might actually need more activation than relaxation...
Finding a teacher: Yes, I'd love to. Unfortunately, there seems to be no Buddhist groups in here right now...as for other meditation groups, there's Kundalini Yoga, but that doesn't really interest me. And as for Ashtanga, just plain meditation is taught only after many, many years of asana practice, and preceded by pranayama (breathing practices). The approach seems a bit curious in contrast to the Buddhist straight-to-the-cushion method...the reasoning being that the body and mind need to be properly purified first, in order to avoid problems with excessive inner energy etc. This baffles me a bit, since not everyone can do asana practice all the time...
I'd really like to have a meditation teacher to learn from, since it's so easy to misunderstand these practices...but that might just not happen yet. Well, I could of course just start experimenting on my own again...What I've noticed so far, the stopping of the neurotic thinking certainly helps in keeping the focus on the meditation object, like the soles of the feet when walking...The breath is a bit trickier, as it seems to be loaded with tensions of all kinds...