I try not to think too much about kamma
and its consequences. I know that there are wholesome and unwholesome consequences with respect to the sila
's or ethical behavior in general and that's enough for me. my nickname "acinteyya" means (roughly): "What should not be thought; inconceivability; something beyond the borders of thinking"
The buddha said:
There are the 4 inconceivabilities:(A.VI.77)
1. sphere of control
* of the buddha (buddha-visaya)
2. sphere of control
* of absorption/samādhi (jhāna-visaya)
3. sphere of action* of kamma (kamma-visaya)
4. speculation about/on* the world (lokacintā) (S.56.41)
(*sorry don't know if these are the right words)
When I was thinking about such things, I got into trouble with doubts. I guess because it is beyond thinking.
it probably leads to insanity, if someone can't let go(A.VI.77)