Would it be a better way to break the 3rd fetter by penetrating the Buddha's unique Not-self/No-selfhood approach to liberation and by really understanding/seeing the Buddha's path to the deathless?
4.30am to 6.30am
So I begin to practise and its back to high equanimity because I am relaxed and I will the mind up to what I believe was the 4th Jhana and start observing "Self". I have breakfast noting all the way:tasting, tasting, feeling, swallowing. It really was non-stop noting.I am quite relaxed now as I seemed to have stopped craving path.
8am - 10.49am
Then at about 10.50, something clicks and that massive bare sensate experience of the sensations, previously known and seen as "Self", as "Nick", is seen so clearly. This simple insight felt so profound that this amazing feeling of happiness and pleasantness descended throughout the body. Nothing happens at this stage and the gong for lunch is sounded and I leave my cell to walk to the dining hall. All the while thinking of this mindblowing insight which has been staring me in the face all along. I get there at about 11.05, sitting on a bench waiting to enter the dining hall.....and then the mind turns in on itself again onto that massive bare sensate experience of all these sensations just dancing about. No "Self" anymore. Then it just appears naturally. The knowing of the Anatta/Non-self characteristic. The thoughts...."Holy crap, this is just fluff. The "Self" is just so substanceless. Just fluff!". Then the knowing of Anicca/Impermanence characteristic arises directly after it and the thought, "Wow, it's just the sum of sensations dancing about, as soon as they arise they stop dead." When I think back to this moment, it felt like the actual written words appeared in the mind. With these two characteristics known fully, immediately the Dukkha/Unsatisfactoriness characteristic just made complete sense!!!!!! And then...
I felt my head being pulled up slightly at the crown of the head and I felt like something "big" was about to happen. There was a mental reaction of anticipation and I managed to start noting it, but as it all happened so fast I only managed to note it with the word "noted"......and I felt sucked up into something unknown and spat out....... and with my eyes closed it looked like the sun was right in front of my eyes. I opened them and just thought..."What the hell! What was that....?". I really just felt massively stunned for several moments. And then started asking myself "Was that it?"
rowyourboat wrote:It is worthwhile noting that this is a Noble truth and a Noble experience- and people will try to utmost to try and reject it based on little conceptual frameworks that they have about the dhamma - but that is all anariya dhamma. That is exactly why it won't be accepted by any logically thinking putajjana.
"Monks, these three are fabricated characteristics of what is fabricated. Which three? Arising is discernible, passing away is discernible, alteration (literally, other-ness) while staying is discernible.
"These are three fabricated characteristics of what is fabricated.
"Now these three are unfabricated characteristics of what is unfabricated. Which three? No arising is discernible, no passing away is discernible, no alteration while staying is discernible.
"These are three unfabricated characteristics of what is unfabricated."
"He does not discern murderous form, as it actually is present, as 'murderous form.' He does not discern murderous feeling... He does not discern murderous perception... He does not discern murderous fabrications... He does not discern murderous consciousness, as it actually is present, as 'murderous consciousness.'
A virtuous monk, Kotthita my friend, should attend in an appropriate way to the five clinging-aggregates as inconstant, stressful, a disease, a cancer, an arrow, painful, an affliction, alien, a dissolution, an emptiness, not-self. Which five? Form as a clinging-aggregate, feeling... perception... fabrications... consciousness as a clinging-aggregate.[/quote)In the same way, a monk sees, observes, & appropriately examines any fabrications that are past, future, or present; internal or external; blatant or subtle; common or sublime; far or near. To him — seeing them, observing them, & appropriately examining them — they would appear empty, void, without substance: for what substance would there be in fabrications?
Now the Buddha teaches the cessation suffering- it would be foolish to think of a cessation of suffering in a ' to be seen here & now, timeless, inviting verification' manner without seeing the actual cessation of the aggregates. But of course, if a putajjana doesn't see the suffering inherent in the aggregates (as above), it would be a calamity a disaster to have the aggregates cease. But the Ariya knows that "This is peace, this is exquisite — the resolution of all fabrications, the relinquishment of all acquisitions, the ending of craving; dispassion; cessation; Nibbana."
— AN 3.32
Which neatly brings us to the second assumption that the cessation of craving does not mean cessation of arising and passing away (ie all experience). With the total cessation of craving, aversion and delusion (and not partial) there is cessation of all experience/aggregates. There is no way to prove this except to say that 1) otherwise there would be no need for 'verification by oneself' otherwise (it would be immediately logical) and no need for an unfabricated nibbana - a fabricated one (perhaps like the Mahayanists) will do just fine. I don't intend to convince anyone- you are welcome to take it or leave it. But I will continue to state it because perhaps those people with 'little dust in their eyes' will make sense of it. To summarise, the ending of craving, aversion and delusion, if done completely, includes the cessation of experience ala paticcanirodha, which the stream entrant experiences. Just because no other well known dhamma celebrity explains it in this way does not mean it is suspect or wrong.
As for Starter's question- there is some 'overcoming of doubt' when not-self is realised- indeed that particular purification is called 'The purification of overcoming doubt' (kankhavitarana visuddhi).But the doubt is not about self/no-self, but rather, whether the path/the Buddha delivers what it/he promises-the total cessation of suffering. Now as in Theravadidilianas quote above the vipassana yogi sees the suffering inherent in that which arises and passes away. S/he is happy to be able to put down the aggregates even for a moment - that unfabricated 'moment'- and sees that this is the TOTAL cessation of suffering. The Buddha said that what arises is suffering. With this s/he gets to see suffering NOT arise. Then s/he knows beyond a shadow of doubt that the path works- and becomes 'independent of others with regards to the dhamma'- another description of the stream entrant.
There are many other non-experiential events - sleep, anaesthesia, falling unconscious etc. Why do they not constitute nibbana then? Well, that perhaps is the whole point- those are conditioned states. Sleep is an escape from tiredness, anaesthesia is an escape from the pain of surgery, nibbana is an escape (nissarana) from samsara or in other words the aggregates (there is nothing other than this). Nibbana is of value, if the moment to moment suffering of samsara is seen through vipassana practice. It is of value, when it is seen that the cessation of craving, aversion and delusion leads to the cessation of suffering AND the samsaric journey (rebirth moment by moment) comes to an end EVEN NOW- it is verifiable. Otherwise we have a situation where samsara continues minus craving, aversion and delusion and there isn't even the slightest indication of stopping samsara (this of course not a problem for those who don't have the mundane right view that rebirth exists). As for arahaths perceiving, the one way I can discern the dhamma is to say that the body is old kamma, nothing new will arise in the future- which is an important point. The death of an arahath has a special name/status simply because it marks the ending even the suffering of having a body and mind. It is a complete and wonderful solution, that the Buddha discovered![Mara:]
Why don't you approve of birth?
One who is born
enjoys sensual pleasures.
Who on earth
ever persuaded you:
'Nun, don't approve of birth'?
[Sister Cala:]
For one who is born
there's death.
One who is born
sees pain.
It's a binding, a flogging, a torment.
That's why one shouldn't approve
of birth.
The Awakened One taught me the Dhamma
— the overcoming of birth —
for the abandoning of all pain,
he established me in
the truth.
But beings who have come to form
& those with a share in the formless,
if they don't discern cessation,
return to becoming-again.
Then Mara the Evil One — sad & dejected at realizing, "Cala the nun knows me" — vanished right there.
rowyourboat wrote:"Monks, these three are fabricated characteristics of what is fabricated. Which three? Arising is discernible, passing away is discernible, alteration (literally, other-ness) while staying is discernible.
"These are three fabricated characteristics of what is fabricated.
"Now these three are unfabricated characteristics of what is unfabricated. Which three? No arising is discernible, no passing away is discernible, no alteration while staying is discernible.
"These are three unfabricated characteristics of what is unfabricated."
[ . . . ] since nibbana is unfabricated, ie there is no moment by moment arising and passing away discernible, (note, since no further discernment can be made, this is also the limit of panna) there has to some instance where this happens-that is where all experience ceases.

"There is a manner of reckoning whereby a monk who is a learner, standing at the level of a learner, can discern that 'I am a learner,' ...
By the way, to my understanding the right view mentioned in MN 48 is not only the breaking of self-identity view and the understanding of dependent origination/cessation, but the right understanding/knowledge of the entire four noble truths including the "stream" -- the noble 8-fold path.
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