A couple of days ago, I was enjoying sensual pleasures, which we all do from time to time. At least before you have seen the inversion in pleasure, and are able to unroot it.
Some time after this I was at unease, and started meditated for a while. Then suddenly an awareness come to me, and I could with mind see my mind and the cause of unease. A calm come to me.
I call this generosity, a merit, to my self.
There is only one problem. Anyone who see it?