EmmaMicaela wrote:I am struggling to find a way. I have no known Buddist community where I live and the internet is vast and confusing. Is there a suggested reading I should start with?
I found the following to be very helpful when starting out...Good Question, Good Answerhttp://www.buddhanet.net/qanda.htm
In fact, Buddhanet also has a decent-sized Beginners Library, which is very good too.
If you have any questions about anything you come across, don't hesitate in bringing your questions back here, and we'll endeavour to help.