I feel like I have lost touch of reality. Living mindfully helps us bring ourselves back to what is real. When I am mindful the experience is very overwhelming. When I am unmindful, I am a kid stuck in the exact same phase of his life, never growing up. When I am mindful, suddenly I see myself for where I am right now, the age I am, I am 20 and become 20, not 20 living like he is 14 years old. I need to know, is this because I have fallen into an inferior state where not only am I unmindful but even less mindful then the norm where I completely lose touch with reality. When I am mindful, it is like people see me, when I am unmindful it is like i am invisible. I am an "Indigo" born with a third eye. When I am mindful, my third eye becomes active and I penetrate deep into reality, I need to know what is considered "normal" for someone who is unmindful and "unnormal" for someone who is unmindful. Have I made it a habit my entire life to live in a way that is so dillusive I lose touch even with those who live unmindfully?