Dear forum members!
there are a many people in the world who practice buddhism and they have worse mistakes than instance anybody sometimes liars, or anybody often feels grudge, et cetera.
i write some example. i think these are instance worse mistakes:
-does sado maso or pedophilia or interests in other bad sexual things
-smokes a many cigarette and drinks alcohol -> get drunk
-wants many money as a high mountain
-sadistic or dominant behaviour
-does sex with always other and new peoples
we can find out these are serious barriers and we can change and can make a better behaviour. we can do deep meditate and thinking about our mistakes are wrong and negative. we can clean and change our mind. we can do a little clean in the begin. but in the continue....more clean.
if we still haven't a strong mind we can (almost) cry because we have a strong pain of the mind when we meditate about our big mistakes and try release these.
we can feel interesting and powerful feels in the mind, we can spit out our mistakes across our mind!! lol
i think this way is too mad and wild.
what do you think? how do you fight with your worse