David N. Snyder wrote:
Are you sure it is terminal? Hopefully, the doctors can prescribe something to fix you back up.
Hope you get well.
They've tried everything.
I suffered from stomach ulcers and my thyroid hormones were all over the place.
Due to the increase of self-harm attempts, my organs are slowly failing and my ulcers in the stomach have damaged my stomach lining causing me to not eat.
I've had blood tests, ECG scans and x-ray prints.
Nothing can be done unfortunately, especially with my blood group.
I take responsibility as this all could be avoided if I had not overdosed in the past and ate properly.
Thank you David & Ben as well and all of DW and the monks/nuns from Thailand.
Whatever happens to me, I love you all. I know it's awkward saying that and it may make you a little uncomfortable but I mean it in goodness. You were an important part of my life. You taught me to overcome some of my weak points and now I appreciate life for it's true value. I no longer care about being wealthy and successful. I already am, I was given a life.
DhammaWheel will have a place in my heart and the left over cash, I'm donating it to anxiety charities and mental health teams.
Thank you for getting to know me and accepting me for me. All of you, you're not gods, no one is the boss but you are heroes. You have made a difference in life. We'll always have suffering, like Buddha said, we all still have a problem even if we are almost perfect. You may not see it but all of you are going to save the world.