Good to have mastery of speech,
Good to have physical mastery,
But one who is master of his mind
Is a warrior of real courage.
Cal wrote:Many thanks to all responders for the very thoughtful and helpful advice. All very helpful and useful suggestions, thank you for taking the time to respond.
I have spent more time solely in Metta meditation today, and listening to the Ajahn Sujato talk. This felt less painful.
On the suggestion of samatha practice. Are there any particularly good sources on this, from a Theravada perspective?
Cal wrote:Not exactly a very cheerful topic for my first proper posting, sorry.
I've very rarely had very joyful (vipassana) meditation sessions, they are generally quite hard work. However, recently (3-4 weeks) I am really struggling. My concentration is very poor, and I'm finding it almost impossible to stay with the breath for more than a very few seconds. My tension levels are currently quite high, such that it is almost physically painful, and especially so in meditation. I regularly find myself almost gritting my teeth to get to the end of even a 20 minute sit, and regularly find myself 'bursting' out of meditation with a jolt, and then giving up.
I do have some challenging family issues currently.
Any thoughts or ideas on making meditation more of a pleasure rather than a painful chore, would be much appreciated. I usually find that a longish Metta meditation period before vipassana helps, but even this is painful currently.
Do you have a hands-on teacher Cal ?
Cal wrote:Thank you Srotapanna. I'm feeling a little less despairing, a little more concentrated in meditation. For the last couple of days, I've dropped all but metta meditation, in which I am at least able to concentrate for more than a few moments at once. I intend to stick with this approach for a few weeks now, to see if I can regain some focus and pleasure in my meditation.
Many thanks for the link - a very clear explanation of samatha vs vipassana, and some useful suggestions. Much appreciated.
rowyourboat wrote:Definitely recommend walking meditation- at least 20 minutes before you sit for anything else. This will calm the mind of gross disturbances.
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