Hi, I am an irregular practitioner of Vipassana meditation as taught by Goenkaji, and I have a specific question. I hope experienced meditators or teachers could help me answering this.
I am having a kind of gross sensation (just like pressure) around the head almost all the time for more than two years. This sensation always makes me feel dull, unfocused, unsharp and is related to my decreased memory power. I think it is somehow related to stress (I mean medical "stress"), and when I follow Bhante Vimalaramsi's method of "releasing", it reduces for sometime, but later comes up again.
But I want to observe this sensation as it is without releasing it deliberately (as taught in this tradition). However, I also feel some subtle vibrating sensations around face/head. Now which should I focus on: that gross pressure like sensation or the vibration like subtle sensation as is encouraged in the tradition (if I am not mistaken)?
Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Hello Sam,
Hopefully one of the experienced Goenka meditators will respond today ~
You have had these constant symptoms checked out by the medical profession, haven't you?
with metta
Chris
Hopefully one of the experienced Goenka meditators will respond today ~
You have had these constant symptoms checked out by the medical profession, haven't you?
with metta
Chris
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Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Hi SamKR,
My suggestion is probably as unexpected as one can get. Your reference to medical "stress" may be accurate, and worth checking out with a trip to your doctor for an evaluation of its cause. There could be lots of different medical reasons that cause your symptoms. Most are easy to figure otut and treat. But some can be quite serious. Mine turned out to be a brain tumor, and the swelling/pressure it created caused some symptoms similar to what you described.
Hoo, who has heard most of the jokes about being brain-damaged but folks are welcome to add to the collection if they wish
My suggestion is probably as unexpected as one can get. Your reference to medical "stress" may be accurate, and worth checking out with a trip to your doctor for an evaluation of its cause. There could be lots of different medical reasons that cause your symptoms. Most are easy to figure otut and treat. But some can be quite serious. Mine turned out to be a brain tumor, and the swelling/pressure it created caused some symptoms similar to what you described.
I hope yours is nothing so drastic as mine turned out to be! Fortunately mine was not immediately fatal and could be dealt with medically. It sounds like your symptoms could have any number of medically manageable causes or cures. Or it may relate to stress and/or high blood pressure, or other circumstances. So I don't want to sound like an alarmist, but it might be beneficial to check out the medical end....gross sensation (just like pressure) around the head (mine were headaches that wouldn't go away). This sensation always makes me feel dull, unfocused, unsharp and is related to my decreased memory power.
Hoo, who has heard most of the jokes about being brain-damaged but folks are welcome to add to the collection if they wish
Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Hi SamKR
Firstly, I second Chris & Hoo's recommendation regarding consulting your doctor - if you haven't already done this.
Secondly, contact your local assistant teacher. If you don't know who your local assistant teacher is, you can find out from your local course centre or consult the worldwide contact list. If you can't access a copy, contact me by pm. Your local assistant teacher or area teacher will be able to give you authoritative advice with regards to your meditation practice at taught within this tradition. I cannot recommend this enough.
Returning to instructions you were give, you will recall Goenkaji mentioning several times during the last few days of the course that at different times you will move through different situations. Experiencing gross and blank sensations, experiencing a combination of gross and subtle sensations, and experiencing uniform subtle sensations. He says that you should sweep where sweeping is possible and then go back and review those parts of the body where sweeping is not possible. He also mentions that some people have the experience of observing subtle and uniform sensations in areas where gross sensations are present. There's nothing wrong with that. Just observe and stay equanimous regardless of any sensation you experience. The objective is not to experience subtle sensation but to develop one's awareness of, and equanimity to, whatever you experience.
Feel free to contact me by pm if you have any further questions.
kind regards
Ben
Firstly, I second Chris & Hoo's recommendation regarding consulting your doctor - if you haven't already done this.
Secondly, contact your local assistant teacher. If you don't know who your local assistant teacher is, you can find out from your local course centre or consult the worldwide contact list. If you can't access a copy, contact me by pm. Your local assistant teacher or area teacher will be able to give you authoritative advice with regards to your meditation practice at taught within this tradition. I cannot recommend this enough.
Returning to instructions you were give, you will recall Goenkaji mentioning several times during the last few days of the course that at different times you will move through different situations. Experiencing gross and blank sensations, experiencing a combination of gross and subtle sensations, and experiencing uniform subtle sensations. He says that you should sweep where sweeping is possible and then go back and review those parts of the body where sweeping is not possible. He also mentions that some people have the experience of observing subtle and uniform sensations in areas where gross sensations are present. There's nothing wrong with that. Just observe and stay equanimous regardless of any sensation you experience. The objective is not to experience subtle sensation but to develop one's awareness of, and equanimity to, whatever you experience.
Feel free to contact me by pm if you have any further questions.
kind regards
Ben
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Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Greetings Ben,
Metta,
Retro.
Do you have a third suggestion? I ask because I experience the same thing, have tried these two suggestions, but have found no real solution. Whilst I don't think for me it has impacted my mental agility, sometimes it can make me tired.Ben wrote:Firstly, I second Chris & Hoo's recommendation regarding consulting your doctor - if you haven't already done this.
Secondly, contact your local assistant teacher.
Metta,
Retro.
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Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Hi Paul
I know someone who might be able to give you some advice particular to your situation. I'm happy to pass on the details via pm.
kind regards
Ben
I know someone who might be able to give you some advice particular to your situation. I'm happy to pass on the details via pm.
kind regards
Ben
“No lists of things to be done. The day providential to itself. The hour. There is no later. This is later. All things of grace and beauty such that one holds them to one's heart have a common provenance in pain. Their birth in grief and ashes.”
- Cormac McCarthy, The Road
Learn this from the waters:
in mountain clefts and chasms,
loud gush the streamlets,
but great rivers flow silently.
- Sutta Nipata 3.725
Compassionate Hands Foundation (Buddhist aid in Myanmar) • Buddhist Global Relief • UNHCR
e: [email protected]..
- Cormac McCarthy, The Road
Learn this from the waters:
in mountain clefts and chasms,
loud gush the streamlets,
but great rivers flow silently.
- Sutta Nipata 3.725
Compassionate Hands Foundation (Buddhist aid in Myanmar) • Buddhist Global Relief • UNHCR
e: [email protected]..
Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Thanks for your suggestion. I have been to my doctor, and it appears to them that it is nothing organic. I am also having chest pain (in the middle of my chest) for more than a year. They did many tests but everything turned out normal. So they suggested to ignore it, do things that may reduce stress.Hoo wrote:Hi SamKR,
My suggestion is probably as unexpected as one can get. Your reference to medical "stress" may be accurate, and worth checking out with a trip to your doctor for an evaluation of its cause. There could be lots of different medical reasons that cause your symptoms. Most are easy to figure otut and treat. But some can be quite serious. Mine turned out to be a brain tumor, and the swelling/pressure it created caused some symptoms similar to what you described.
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Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Hi SamKR,
I'm glad you've been to the doctor and there's no apparent medical problem to deal with!
EDIT: But I just read further and see you have on ongoing night experience that might contribute, or be part of the symptoms? If there's not the right specialists in Reno, how about over the hill to Sacramento?
Would it be of any benefit to up the level of consultation to a Neurologist to loook for more subtle indications of intra cranial pressure that a family doctor might not be looking for? That's kind of what happened for me, my family doc didn't see my problem in the earlistr symptoms where a neurologist might have. Or maybe to a sleep disorders doctor?
Hoo, about 1.5 hours away from my own neurosurgeon.
BTW, I know my recent experience leaves me sensitive to circumstances that remind me of it. Feel free to ignore my inquiries. I won't be offended at all
I'm glad you've been to the doctor and there's no apparent medical problem to deal with!
EDIT: But I just read further and see you have on ongoing night experience that might contribute, or be part of the symptoms? If there's not the right specialists in Reno, how about over the hill to Sacramento?
Would it be of any benefit to up the level of consultation to a Neurologist to loook for more subtle indications of intra cranial pressure that a family doctor might not be looking for? That's kind of what happened for me, my family doc didn't see my problem in the earlistr symptoms where a neurologist might have. Or maybe to a sleep disorders doctor?
Hoo, about 1.5 hours away from my own neurosurgeon.
BTW, I know my recent experience leaves me sensitive to circumstances that remind me of it. Feel free to ignore my inquiries. I won't be offended at all
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Re: Two types of sensation: which to focus on?
Hi Ben,Ben wrote:Hi SamKR
Firstly, I second Chris & Hoo's recommendation regarding consulting your doctor - if you haven't already done this.
Secondly, contact your local assistant teacher. If you don't know who your local assistant teacher is, you can find out from your local course centre or consult the worldwide contact list. If you can't access a copy, contact me by pm. Your local assistant teacher or area teacher will be able to give you authoritative advice with regards to your meditation practice at taught within this tradition. I cannot recommend this enough.
Ben
Thanks for your suggestion.
Since I did not meditate regularly (though I wanted to; I have started doing regularly just for a few days ) I didn't think that pressure sensation was related to meditation that the teacher can deal with. Or could it be related? I could be wrong but this sensation seems to be related to "stress" deep within my mind (but I don't perceive any reason for my stress). I think it's stress, or any problem related to mind, because I have another symptom too: almost every night after sleeping for half an hour I wake up suddenly, terrified and with palpitation. I consulted doctors, psychologists but no solution. Anyways I will try to meet an assistant teacher, but it seems unlikely anytime soon as I live in Reno, NV where I didn't find teachers in this tradition though I know there are many in California.
Thanks for reminding me. I will try to do so.Returning to instructions you were give, you will recall Goenkaji mentioning several times during the last few days of the course that at different times you will move through different situations. Experiencing gross and blank sensations, experiencing a combination of gross and subtle sensations, and experiencing uniform subtle sensations. He says that you should sweep where sweeping is possible and then go back and review those parts of the body where sweeping is not possible. He also mentions that some people have the experience of observing subtle and uniform sensations in areas where gross sensations are present. There's nothing wrong with that. Just observe and stay equanimous regardless of any sensation you experience. The objective is not to experience subtle sensation but to develop one's awareness of, and equanimity to, whatever you experience.
Feel free to contact me by pm if you have any further questions.
kind regards
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[quote="Ben"]I know someone who might be able to give you some advice particular to your situation. I'm happy to pass on the details via pm./quote]
Thanks Ben.
Metta,
Retro.
Thanks Ben.
Metta,
Retro.
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