PeterC86 wrote: ↑Tue May 12, 2020 4:30 pm
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Thanks for sharing your experience\non-experience, Peter.
I notice a particular theme: that is that you are being crucified by the average run-of-the-mill person. This is the product of conditioning and it comes directly from the mistaken notion that you are in possession of something that they want. The Buddha said in the Diamond Sutra - I'm paraphrasing here which may upset the ardent intellectuals - "having reached the final goal, there was not one single ounce of spiritual realisation".
However, it is important that people are able to scrutinise and examine your claims. In such instances, it is better to not make those claims as it invites a whole range of unconscious angst and this clouds your message.
In reality, most people do not teach precisely because it is like teaching a bar full of drunkards. I'm sure the teachings are transferred through their actions in some manner but for those that do teach, it is a huge responsibility.
Another issue you will come across is what I call concretised context. This is another product of conditioning where the mind forms itself around its choosen spiritual context and cannot discern beyond that context - in this case Buddhism, hence the teachings are held in the wrong manner; they are held too tightly, with too much grip both emotionally and intellectually. What occurs here is finger-pointing, divisiveness, and you ultimately give way to more of your conditioning. It's easier to see in forums as people don't hold back.
The Buddha taught Ehipassiko - come and see for yourself. He encouraged everyone to find their own way and this means dropping the teachings entirely, choosing to only pick them up when called to.
The final issue I want to end on is: when you have reached the goal you relinquish the teachings. You are free to give your own language to your experience of the path and it's final fruition. Many people will crucify you for this too. They will do this by segregating you into a particular school of thought and they will say, "you're not Buddhist, you're this or that". Again, it's more mind noise and with that very mind noise they further subjugate themselves.
Teaching is a thorny undertaking to which the Buddha himself backed out of at one point.