Since beginning to meditate about five years ago my pain tolerance has increased greatly (to the point that doctors are astonished and have said my tolerance is "eerie.") Much of the chronic pain I used to suffer from when I first began meditating has diminished (yay!), but I still have to undergo very deep / painful muscle release work every day in order to release muscle knots and tension. I would love to use this time towards developing concentration. Are there any guided meditations or instructions you may recommend? So far the techniques I've used to explore pain and increase tolerance towards it have been as follows:
-let go of storylines surrounding pain (unfairness of it, "I can't take anymore," "I'm going to get hurt," etc)
-"zoom in" with the attention to the pain itself. Get as "close" to it as I can so that the sensation of pain is the primary focus of my attention. In the stage I'm at now, this leads to very interesting fractions of seconds in which I am not feeling what I would call "pain" but rather very intense jolts of sensations. However my concentration is not strong at this point so these moments alternate with getting lost in storylines, or aversion, etc.
-broaden awareness so entire field of sensation is brought into awareness, including parts of the body that are experiencing pleasant/neutral feelings of relaxation, stillness, etc. trying to allow the feeling of pain to be within in an ocean of experience
-observe feeling tone of the experience - i.e. my attitude towards the pain itself. try to observe the aversion. I'm not very skilled at this at the moment. usually the pain is so intense I am unable to "step back" and observe the aversion that arises.
Just to clarify, the level of pain I'm talking about here is on the scale of 7-10, normally treated with narcotic painkillers and, at the highest end of the level, have left my mind observing the pain as so intense that my body might pass out, and wondering if it would happen (while still maintaining a sense of detachment).
Any tips or instructions you know of would be very helpful. I'd very much like to reach absorption states and have pain can be used an object to reach the jhanas.
